-Albel Nox

I wonder if I've made a mistake telling him... It feels so strange to have someone know about everything - I can't decide whether I like it or not.

Maybe now this means he won't leave me and I won't be alone again though. I don't think I could live without him anymore. Three years is a long time to have someone by your side.

IT IS NOT FUNNY TO DRAW ALL OVER CRIMSON SCOURGE!!!!!

WHEN I FIND THE MAGGOT THAT DID THIS, HIS INSIDE WILL BE HIS OUTSIDES!!!!!

NOW I HAVE TO GO CLEAN THIS CRAP OFF!!!! IT BETTER NOT BE PERMANENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is the last time I leave Crimson Scourge at work.

Cold has gone now. Seems I passed it to everyone in work. *smirk*

Work... has sucked. That worthless maggot Kanda better get his ass in gear and get through all this damn training because I'm fed of seeing his pathetic face and putting up with his bitching and whining. I even got scolded the other day for telling him to stop being a little shit. How come I get the damn blame?!?!?!

Fate's home... I think some of his friends want to throw a party for him... hn. Maybe I'll let him have a couple of people over this weekend... Only because it will make him happy.

We missed out on getting one of that fool's kittens... maybe I'll go out and find one. A feisty one that bites and scratches everyone else...

I also broke my phone again. If people from work have tried to get in touch... it's fucking tough. Someone fix it for me?

I have the fucking COLD! Some maggot at work must have given it to me!! I have gone through boxes and boxes of tissues and packets of throat losengers. People are work think its funny too!!!

Good news if Fate gets out of the hospital soon. Thank fuck! I'm getting sick of that goddamn place!

Stupid Valentine's Day is a stupid holiday! Just a bunch of fools giving each other expensive chocolate and pieces of paper!!

I got Fate chocolates and a card. They're both simple but whatever....

I don't even know if I'll give them to him...

I'm taking the day of Fate's surgery off work. No discussion about it.

That's all.

What the HELL? I go away for a little while and then return to find that Fate's been hit by a car and is in HOSPITAL? Why the hell did nobody get in touch with me?! FUCK!! My fucking phone is dead. Great! I knew I should have charged the damn thing! Fucking technology!!

I can't be dealing with this after being away. I knew he'd get hurt and it would hurt me too. Dammit!! I don't like being close to people!!

I better go see him. I don't even know what hospital he's in!! I'll ask Sephiroth, he better fucking know.

I'll kill the maggot that fucking did this!!

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